i hate the numbing feeling
its when you want to feel something
and you feel disconnected even from your friends in the moment
and its hard to feel things, even if you like pinch yourself
you feel like its hard to feel love or anything like that
in moments like that you want to be mad or sad cause at least your feeling something
you lose interest in stuff you love
why can't i find it anymore? find the happiness i felt moments before
you long for the bittersweet feeling of sadness, the risk of anger
thats a feeling and what i am feeling right now
So I was texting my friend when I was in a bad mood, and she pointed out to me that the first verse was poem like. So being me, I decided to continue it. Tell me what you think!
this is very introspective. I like the serious approach
Thank you! It helped I wrote this after I felt this way...
That's what I call dissociation... Yeah it can suck...
Yeah, I'm getting help to figure out what I have . ( PTSD or a simple anxiety problem)
Well done! Explained well
This happens quite a lot of the time, actually. I really like this poem.
I share your numbness & itz good.
The numbness is good? I find it not very good personally..
The last paragraph could just be the lyrics of a song... It's very beautiful and deep.
THIS by far is my favorite poem from you! Really well done. Good pacing and emotion. GREAT JOB!!!
Awww thank you! I hope I'm improving bit by bit..
I know that feeling....