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i hate the numbing feeling
its when you want to feel something
and you feel disconnected even from your friends in the moment
and its hard to feel things, even if you like pinch yourself

you feel like its hard to feel love or anything like that
in moments like that you want to be mad or sad cause at least your feeling something
you lose interest in stuff you love
losing interest…

why can't i find it anymore? find the happiness i felt moments before
you long for the bittersweet feeling of sadness, the risk of anger
thats a feeling and what i am feeling right now
So I was texting my friend when I was in a bad mood, and she pointed out to me that the first verse was poem like. So being me, I decided to continue it. Tell me what you think!
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Sjemenka Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
this is very introspective. I like the serious approach :)
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puddlethecat Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you! :D It helped I wrote this after I felt this way...
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Sjemenka Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
that's really great about writing. It feels so much better after voicing the issues :D
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puddlethecat Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
ikr, i don't know what i would do without it ....
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BetterScarletMystery Featured By Owner May 28, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
That's what I call dissociation... Yeah it can suck...
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:iconpuddlethecat:
puddlethecat Featured By Owner May 28, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Yeah, I'm getting help to figure out what I have . ( PTSD or a simple anxiety problem)
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:iconbetterscarletmystery:
BetterScarletMystery Featured By Owner May 28, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Or a dissociation disorder, like I have? Idk?
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puddlethecat Featured By Owner May 28, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I'm pretty sure its an anxiety problem, but that is a possibility.
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:iconbetterscarletmystery:
BetterScarletMystery Featured By Owner May 28, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Whatever is the cause, it still sucks...
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shep4life Featured By Owner May 28, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Well done! Explained well
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